Strong and Constant

when you know sorrow within your life,

I will come I will embrace your heart,

through your pain you will discover me

This is part of the closing hymn for today's mass. The lyrics made me reflected on my life, on what happened recently. You gave me temptation, big temptation and it really challenged my faith. But this song made me realised that you didn't simply try me. You did it on purpose. 

O lord, to thee I bow down. I kneel down and pray. Please hear my prayer.

My father is admitted at the hospital for 3 days now, including today. Thinking about it makes me so worried. He looks fine but the doctor said that his urine is not clean yet. I hope he would get better since he's staying in the hospital but I didn't see any changes when I went to see him this afternoon. His blood pressure still low. The doctor said that he has urinary infections which means that his urine is infected by bacteria. At first I was worried that he has liver failure as the symptoms are the same; swollen abdomen, confusion and loss of appetite. When I asked my mom, she said the doctor didn't say anything about his liver.
Could it be he has been diagnosed wrongly by the doctor? Hopefully it is just a normal infection.   Please pray that he will be fine and also pray for him to get well soon. Pity my mom has to take care of him while she is sick herself. I hope that he will be discharged soon so that both of them can have rest at home.

'Wedding Frenzy' [Tagged]

I've been tagged by May. So here it goes :)

1. How old are you?

I'd be 22 this year.

2. Are you single? 

Yes, patiently waiting for the one!

3. At what age do you think you'll get married? 

Maybe when I'm 27. 

But part of me believe that I might end up being a spinster. 

I'm beginning to lose faith in men to be honest.

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?

haha, which is no one!

5. If not, who do you want to marry? 

Anyone my parents believe to be perfect for me.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?

I'd love to ask my cousins, Sonia since she's younger than me 

and of course with the fact that she hasn't married yet at that time.

For the best man, I'd let the groom to choose by himself. 

It should be his best man!

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding? 

I've seen a garden wedding and it didn't look so amusing, at least to me.

I prefer the common traditional wedding, 

walk down the aisle in the CHURCH with my father. 

I'd love it if I can have my wedding service at my hometown chapel. 

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon? 

I don't have problems with where 

as long as I don't meet someone familiar during my honeymoon.

I have a dream of me and my husband spending our sweet time together at a beach, 

wearing bikini and short pants. 

So I don't wish anyone I know to see me dress indecently..haha

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite? 

Depends, but I will surely invite my relatives and friends.

10. Will that include your exes? 

Currently I don't have one!

11. How many layers of cake do you want? 

3 would be fine! I don't want it to be a waste.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

Evening when I won't be sweating. All wedding dresses look thick!

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding. 

All time favourite like Power of love, From this moment, How could I live without you, 

When you say nothing at all, and the list goes on and on.

I'm a love song-freak. Especially the old English love songs. 

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife? 

I like my cousin's wedding concept. 

It's a buffet style but tables and chairs are prepared for the guests.

It looks more organised.

15. Champagne or red wine?  

What's the difference?

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? 

Perhaps days after the wedding.

I don't want to leave home straight away after my wedding reception.

17. Money or household items?

Anything will do.

18. How many kids would you like to have?

Maybe more than 2 or less than 5. 

I don't mind my first born to be a boy or a girl, 

as long as I get the chance to dress him/her in a football jersey.

He/she will look cute.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD? 

Yes, and I will capture a lot of pictures for memory.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?

Sonia, Grace, Yen, Miley, Mas, Faz and Mimi.

New Year's Wish

There are so many thing I want to do and those things require money.
I want to travel, shopping spree, treat my brothers which needs a lot of money as they eat a lot (u can see the result), service my car, and a lot more.
So, I decided to save money this year. My main aim is to spend wisely. I do have saving in ASB and I plan to increase the amount of money that I keep there. And at the end of the year, I'll get to spend the interest of my money that I keep. Not a lot but enough for me to do what I wish for..hihi

Recently I have problems in managing my money. I got too excited when I received my allowance $$$. I went shopping, ate expensive food almost everyday and went out often. But I forgot that I might need $$ for my laptop maintenance, car maintenance, and etc. These things happen unexpectedly so better to have money saved for emergency right? Still remember when I was young before. Back then, I saved my pocket money given by my dad. Everyday, he only gave me RM1 and I can save half of that amount. So why can't now? Bear in mind that nothing is impossible!

Therefore Michelle, after you receive your allowance later, REMEMBER to save!!

Disaster

I woke up this morning with no voice. Oh no! If my condition get worse, I'd be scolded by Madam Angie later.. No..No..NO!!
How am I going to chant my script later on. The Rooster, please forgive me.
I am going back home to get medication.
I hope I'll get better when I come back on Sunday.
T.T

Mumuk's 80th birthday

On the 30th of December, my family celebrated my grandmother's 80th birthday. We sort of having our family gathering as well. It was fun as we had a karaoke session and we 'joget'. It didn't feel awkward because there was no outsiders, only my own family members. As compared to the family gathering organized at my mother's side, i felt so embarrassed to dance because there was so many unfamiliar faces.

Anyway, here's the pictures of us.. ^^

Me with little Chester. His cheek so chubby and he looks so cute in that kek lapis outfit

The Nesserds

Me with my mum

Me with my brothers

Me with the birthday girl ^^,

And 2 days before this event was my cousin's wedding ceremony. I was one of her bridesmaids . She looked so pretty and elegance in her white wedding gown.

The bride with her maid of honours

The wedding ring keepers, little Joshua and Brayden

Meet Simon, my partner for that day

Meet the 2 beauties of Stabut

The Nesserds

Boom! It's New Year!

My New Year Eve was awesome! No call, sweet talk or special wish but a special moment with my siblings.
Yeah, they cheered me up. They taught me to light up the firecrackers..haha, it was so thrilling. Thanks to my youngest brother who has just recently broken his wrist, he couldn't play his firecrackers. As a result, I played for him..haha, seriously, I am going to save my money to buy my own firecrackers for the next year's eve.

Booommm!! Happy New Year everyone, wish all of us have a blessed new year!! ^^,