A work of miracle by God

Today, I received my result for the last semester. At first, I was afraid to look at it. So I just leaved it inside the sampul surat. When I looked at it, I was shocked. Remember last sem, when I answered my exams wrongly. LGA somemore. I expected my result to be worse. But early of this sem, Madam Angie praised me for the improvement of my proficiency in English. She realised it when she marked my paper. I was happy. At least she sees something there, that I memang learned something. When I looked at my result, I don't know what to say. Obviously, I see miracle. Compared to last sem, there is a slight drop and obviously I know why. But my pointer terkumpul is increased. So, I know, this sem I really need to struggle if I want to achieve my target, pulling my socks up..haha
I don't want to compare myself with my classmates, my friends. I don't give a damn about it. I know my own level. Our basic is not the same. I started with nothing, zero. My English sucks but as long as I improve, I am happy enough.
Thank God, thank you so much.
 p/s: I have set my target, I know what I want and I will try my best to achieve it. Please be with me Lord, walk with me in any path that I choose, be it the correct one or the bumpy one!

Love by,
Michelle Elaine

Match-make

Match make, Arranged marriage are two terms that many people are scared of. It is like forcing one or two people to love each other. Nowadays, most people prefer to choose partner on their own, without interference from their parents. We are given freedom to choose who we want to end up with. But personally, I still think that arranged marriage is not bad. Parents will surely choose the best for their children. Am I right? I might opt for arranged marriage based on my experience with men.
Not to say I don't trust men but I learn from my experience. I would say, no matter how deep is their love towards their partner, they will still hunt for a spare. I've seen many cases like this. Even my own brothers did this before. What to say other men outside?
I don't know who to blame? Is it the girl who cannot take care of their bf, or the guy who are not really fall in love with his gf? Is it the third party who interferes on people's relationship Or is it just simply human nature, never get enough. Greedy?? Not appreciative?? Well, only those involved have the answer. And quoted from gossip girl, "there are two sides to every story"

Dear You,

This song says it all...

CREED LYRICS

"My Sacrifice"

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice, My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

My sacrifice.

Retrieved from http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/creed/mysacrifice.html, 5th of August, 2012.

Have a try

The first word I saw was LOVE. Maybe because it is at the top and therefore make it easier for me to detect it. The second word was MONEY. My gosh!! I was like, am I a money-minded person. It made me to do some self-reflection. If yes, perhaps I have to change. The third word I saw was EXPERIENCE. Well I do agree with this one. I always think that I should try. I may not be given the second chance to try the same thing again. I've tried many things, good or bad. But I always know my limit. I don't want to regret in the future if I did not try or experience something.

When My Heart Speaks

This week is a very hectic week. We need to prepare lesson plan for our micro teaching which will be carried out next week. Yesterday I slept at 4 am modifying our lesson plan with my group member. As for now, I am preparing our draft for LGA 3103 assignment to be checked by our lecturer. But I am taking a short break for a while. Time assignment la baru semangat mok update blog.
Anyway, this is what I want..
1) I want to travel but not alone. I want to travel with my close friends and family. I want to have memory with the ones I love.
2) I want to graduate so that I will make my family proud of me.
3) I want to be a good teacher. I do not want to spoil other people's future/life.
4) I want my love ones to be happy. May God bless them always.
5) I want the journey of my life to be smooth.
6) I want to do something that God wants His children to do.
7) I will do whatever to please my parents and make them happy.
8) I want to have a stable family later. I do not want to divorce. If possible, I want to marry someone and live together with him for the rest of my life. Till death do us part.